The letter from 1812 (Part 3)

Dear friend

I am so happy that I have time to write to you again, my friend in the future. I hope you read my letters and you know me and my Alphonsus now. I have a good news. The war end and we have serene and happy life again.

            The Looking Beauty looks so peaceful like the heaven and I am there now. I am waiting for my Alphonsus. He promised me he would meet me there. I just came here earlier than the appointment. Because I wanted to write to you about my happy days.

            After war, my Alphonsus came back and it was like the sun set up in the dark world. I couldn`t believe that I saw him.  He still looked handsome although he was in the war. But I worried myself that how I looked like. Because the war made me and others so hard life. However, he smiled so warm like the first time. I never forget that smile because it make me brave and inspire to live happily.

            The difficult time passed but sometimes he looks so sad and silent. I think it is just because of war. I want to make happy to him but I don`t want him to remember that time, so I never talk or ask about the war. But I want to know what makes him sad exactly! My friend in the future, can I know anyone`s mind and thought in the future without talking?

            If I can know it, I would know all sad and happy things in my Alphonsus heart. Then I can make serene to him.

             I feel like my heart is broken when my Alhonsus looks sad. How can I help him? Are there anything that can fix human`s mind in the future? I just want my Alphonsus to forget all the hard and scary time of war.

           

            But I know he is so happy when he is with me. And I am so so so happy beside him too. I just want to dance, sing, laugh and smile when I am with him. Because he is the reason that I smile in my own world. I feel so much love with him and my love grows up every day. And I know him very well the day by day. I think I was so naughty before and sometime I hurt him. But now I know what I say or do he feels not good. I don`t care anything I just want to love my Alphonsus until I die.

            Oh my friend, I am so sorry that I wrote too much myself. Please write back me your love in the future. I think you have wonderful love there. Why I don`t know I just think.

There is my Alphonsus to come to me...  my hear beats are so fast and I have to run to him, my friend.

Hope everything is going well. I will write to you again soon.

Love,

Susan

Fighting some crazy dogs

 

Everybody thinks dogs are human`s good friends. They are clever and smart. Also, dogs protect us. However, sometimes they are crazy and scary animals. You know dogs are scary animals if  they try to bite you.

I had never been afraid of dogs before the story happened. Now I know dogs are animals even though they are one of our favorite animal.

A few weeks ago, three dogs tried to bite me while I was walking in the street. I wasn`t usually afraid of dogs but it was dark and I didn`t know there were dogs. Suddenly, the dogs barked me, so I jumped and shouted “oops”.

I think the dogs knew I was afraid of them, so they barked me more and tried to bite me. I was so scared because I didn`t think they attacked me. And I walked back and shouted “go away” but they still barked and run to me and I punched them with my bag. I tried to fine a rock but there weren`t any and I fell on the ground. They tried to bite my leg again but of course I kicked their heads. Suddenly, one of the dog`s head was near my head and I punched it with my bag again.

Luckily, I found a big rock and throw it them and they went away little bit but they came back again. I shouted so loud “HEPL HELP HELP” and someone hear me and helped. And then I called my dad and he picked me up.

I came home but I couldn`t get relax and I was so angry with the dogs. I said “bad dogs, bad dogs”. I told my brother please went out with me. He asked “Why?” I said I wanted to threw rocks to them. My family said “ I am scary” but my dad said to me very strange words. He said he wondered because dogs never try to bite people unless someone scared them. I was so shocked because it means I tried to fight the dogs, first (hahahaha). Although my dad thinks I scared the dog, I understand dogs are animals like wolves, foxes and others.

Old songs part 3

Medicine lovers

When I was a little girl my grandparents lived with my family. They are very interesting people. My grandma usually says " I am getting sick... or my head hurts or my heart hurts" but my grandpa isn`t like my grandma. He never says he is sick.

One day a very interesting thing happened. There was a small cabin in our yard. I heard something there. Then I ran into the cabin. I saw my grandma was under the bed there. I was afraid of her because I thought she got sick like crazy.

I called her ...grandma, grandma so she looked round. She had something in her mouth and held a glass.

I asked what happened, what you were doing there.
I was taking my medicine, she said. 
I asked again: why you were taking your medicine under the bed in the cabin.
She said she was hiding from my grandpa.
I asked why???
she said "if your grandpa saw that I was taking the medicine he would asked me if he could have some".

I asked if he is sick.
No... just your grandpa really likes to take any medicines although he is healthy so I always hide myself when I take my medicine, my grandma said.

I thought my grandpa is very strange.

But one day, I had a cough so I had to take some medicine. Then A few days later there was some medicine left.

My dad held the medicine and asked whose medicine this is... if it doesn`t need anyone I will take it.

I said you are healthy, daddy so you don`t need any medicine.

My dad answered he would rather he took the medicine than throwing into the trash. 

Then I remembered my grandpa`s story and I realized that both my grandpa and my dad are medicine lover.

Old songs part2

Wonderful old songs part 1

Bertie Higgins - Casablanca

A Book Of Memories

Hidden in the attic,
all the way upstairs,
is something very special,
that I would like to share.

My hopes,
my dreams,
old photographs,
of good times and bad times that make me laugh.

The joy of a hug,
the thrill of a kiss,
leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss.

I cry for the fun,
and giggle for the pain,
I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain.

The thoughts and wishes,
they all stay with me,
all of these contained in my book of memories.

by Kathleen Sheppard

Christ Medina - What Are Words

Beautiful drawings

winter drawing

in  the see

winter drawing

winter drawing

winter drawing

winter drawing

in the village

drawing of lion

drawing of old Bejin

drawing of old Bejin

drawing of old Bejin

sleeping angle

a bird with a gilr

scared girl

just nice drawing

beautiful drawing

Yesterday once more - The Carpenters

What is hate?

Hate is a very strong feeling of dislike for somebody or something. It is more simple conception of what hate is. But we need other explain to understand hate well.


So, I have other important questions. Where is hate from? Is it from us? or Is it from other people?
I think, hate is always from others to us. Hate is never from us to us!!! I mean if we hate someone, it is not our fault. Someone has done bad thing in our life, so we hate them. In other words: We don`t hate someone who doesn`t do bad  things in our life.

Everybody knows that hate is not good, but we hate if someone does something very bad in our life. Is it wrong ? If you are not stupid, you hate a bad person who does very bad things for you. Of course forgive is a good thing. But our heart feels hate when very bad things happen in our life because of other people. Even though our brain says to us we should forgive them, our heart feels hate. I think heart always says true feel. I believe that there is a time to hate and a time to forgive. Our heart knows that time. If you hate someone right now, it is not wrong. Because it is just your true feel from your heart. One day, a time to forgive will come from your heart to you!
 
I have a idea, but I don`t know it is good or bad. This is my idea: If we can control hate, maybe we go to successful life. Because sometimes hate makes us strong to win others. I mean you can hate some people, but don`t do bad things for them. You just try to live better than them. Maybe it can make you success in your life.

I don`t know hate is good or bad, but I believe my feeling. I mean I know I hate someone or I forgive someone. 

How to be honest with yourself?

Human life is always very interesting subject ever. We can find many questions or answers from it. But we have many questions no good answers. So, if you want to discover new idea, you can learn yourself. I know you can discover new things for you.

Sometime we don`t understand ourselves. It is very difficult that we know what we really want. Because we usually mystify ourselves like it is good for me or it will be better soon etc. This mystify makes feel better us. So we like it. 

But we try to be honest with ourselves. Maybe it helps us that we understand ourselves, what we really think and who we really are.

Here are some advices:

1.  Don`t be afraid to know true about yourself. Why people can`t be honest with themselves because they are afraid of it. It is not important that you are good or not good person. You know yourself is very important.
2. You should believe yourself. Hear what your heart say! Just believe it. 
3. Think about yourself. You should have time for thinking about you. You can find who you are.
4. Forgive yourself! If we can`t forgive ourselves, we won`t honest ourselves. Don`t think you are bad person. Just forgive yourself. Maybe you are better person than you think about yourself.
5. Meet honest people! They can say true words about you. 

If you cannot do these, don`t worry. Maybe it is better that we shouldn`t be honest with ourselves. Because we don`t have to be perfect. It is just life that sometimes we can`t be honest with ourselves or don`t understand others. Because life is too big and difficult subject. 
I usually can`t be honest myself but I try to be honest myself. Now, I have just started to know about how to be honest with myself little bit. Then I understand I love myself very much:)

So, how about you? How is your feel like how to be honest with yourself?

Naran - Welcome to my heart (English version)

Baby animals

Cute bunny

Little puppy is eating biscuit

Baby lion is playing

Baby squirrel is eating something

This one is my favourite baby animal

Mongolian baby lamb

The baby seal looks so sad... but very cute

Big eyes guinea pig

looks so nice

Strange baby fish...

The letter from 1812 (next part)

Dear future friend;

Hello my future friend, it has gone long time since the last time I wrote to you. I hope you got my letter. I have had hard times these day. So I decided to write to you again.

It has started war here, my friend. All young and old men had to go to war. So my Alphonsus has gone. Now, my life is like the world without the sun. You know my friend, the mountain is called "Looking beauty". It can`t make me feel nice without Alphonsus. Day by day it has been becoming ugly. I think my Alphonsus is the only person who can make beautiful things for my world. I miss him so much! He is too far, now.

My future friend, I want to see my Alphonsus handsome face and hear his strong voice just one time. What should I do? Do you have anything to help that I see or hear him? I think you have. I am imagining that it is like I can see my face on the water and I can hear windy. Maybe if I would be in the future, I could see my Alphonsus face on the water and hear his lovely voice like windy.

Every night, I have dream about my Alphonsus. My dream starts very nice but it is very difficult that I meet my Alphonsus in my dream. Because he is like a rain so I can`t touch him in my dream or I wake up when I almost meet him. How can I meet and touch my Alphonsus in my dream? In the future, can we control our dream? If I could control my dream, I would collect drops of rain then I touch my Alphonsus. I also want to keep my dream even though I wake up in the future!

Although it is difficult that I meet my Alphonsus, I always see his face in my dream. So when I wake up, I can`t wait night because I can see his face again in dream.

The days without my Alphonsus is hard but I am happy about I love him and he loves me.

Oh my friend, I have to go now because I hear signal of warning! Maybe enemy will pass our town.

I hope everything is well!  I will write to you soon!

Your friend,
Susan

Dido - Thank you

Berlin - Take my breath away

The letter from 1812

Dear friend in the future;

Hello my name is Susan. I am sixteen years. I live near a such beautiful mountain. I call the mountain "Looking Beauty". I like to spend my free time in "Looking Beauty".  Now, I am writing this letter there to you. 

It is June 6, 1812 and today is my birthday. Last fifteen years, I always spent my birthdays with my family. But IT IS SIXTEEN YEARS OLD`S BIRTHDAY, so I want to do a special thing. Then, I found this idea that is writing this letter for my friend in the future. I don`t know that who is my future friend, but I think who will find my letter first is my friend in the future. 


I want to tell you my secret, my friend in the future. I love a young man. His name is Alphonsus. He has brown eyes and brown hair and white face. First I saw him in the town three months ago. When I saw him, his face was shining and he looked like the sun, so my face burned with shame and I couldn`t see his face well. Suddenly he looked at me and came in my place, said "Hello". I wanted to reply, but my lips curtained and I was just smile to him. After this time, we have been loving each other.


I want to talk my Alphonsus every day, but he lives far from "Looking Beauty". If I want to say nice words to him, I have to send him a letter. It takes me two or four days from here to his house. It is very difficult for me! 

My dear friend, will people be able to talk to each other a day in the future, even though they live far each other? 
Maybe people will contact each other by their echo in the future!!! Ooh if it is right...
I wish I were in the future and I would go to the top of "looking Beauty" to shout "I miss you, my Alphonsus". Then, he would hear my echo and replay "I miss you too". I would hear his echo too. It would be wonderful! 

Sometime Alphonsus comes in my village to wait for me at the river. I always run to him fast when I see him there. But one problem, I hate my long dress when I run to him. Because my long dress is difficult to run fast. So I want to cut my dress...
My friend in the future, will women wear short dresses or the shoes which can fly in the future? I think the shoes which can fly is better than run. But short dresses are not bad too...


When I meet my Alphonsus, I always want to kiss him but I can`t. Because my parents always say that I should wait to kiss until I will marry Alphonsus. Could I kiss my Alphonsus when I want to kiss him If I were in the future?


My friend, What does love look like in the future? Will it be still like the sun or more wonderful? Or Will there be other wonderful thing like love?


Please write back to me, my friend in the future. I hope, you will be my best friend when you find my letter. 


All the best
Susan

Mongolian band: A sound - Forever